| Just exactly what does it take to be happy and satisfied? Since when did things get so bad? Should I have finished it when I sensed a bit of possibility of things getting bad? Maybe it would hurt back then, but it will not even compare to how I am feeling now. Just like the cuts I found on my hands...I dont even know when it happened. When I got myself into these mess, I couldnt find the strength to confront...so I just let it be. I start feeling painless. Whatever, I would just think of one thing...."I will be better tomorrow." There is no way I can get any worse than now. |
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| 我從不認為自己是一個容易受傷的人但是我錯了越堅強的人越容易被傷到只是藏的比別人好罷了 |
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| I think it's my problem. I expect too high and when people have low motivation. It's my fault to expect too much but fail to give them reasons to work harder. I am really tired, too tired to motivate others, when i am not even motivated myself. Time to give up because even I cant live up to those standards set by me. After all, no body give a damn. |
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| In the state of extreme annoyance. yes....i guess this is something i need to deal with on my own. I will get through pleasant or nto pleasant...........it will end sometimes...better be sometime SOONNNNNN!!!!! |
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| i hate myself...for giving trust to people so easily.
i hate myself...for always be there for people who are not here for me when i needed them.
i hate myself...for letting same things bothering me again and again.
i hate myself...for always letting people get off the spot easy.
i hate myelf....for not knowing how to protect myself from being betrayed.
i hate myself.......................................................................=( |
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